Mark Alan Peake - Online Memorial Website

Mark,

We never got to meet each other due to past mistakes. I think about you all the time and wonder what you were like. Tori is a great person and i am just now getting to know her and Matt and Dianne and all the rest of our brothers and sisters. You were lucky to have Tori as a wife she is an awesome person. Im sorry we missed out on each others lives. if I could go back in time and change things i would have found you sooner so we could get to know one another. I cant help but wonder who you would be today. I still remember hearing the news that day i could barely handle it, i lost a brother without ever knowing him and it was a terrible terrible feeling. Somehow I know that your watching over me while Im down here thinking of you. I swear we will meet someday and we will make some memories together up there in Heaven since we couldnt do it down here on earth. I want you to know that I love you Brother, no matter what happened i love you.. Please watch over me Love your baby sis Mary (:

Hey I forgot to put in your smiley face in the last letter.. Well here it is  Thought you would get a laugh out of that one. Bye again

Happy Bithday to you. As I sit here and write this I wonder where you would be today and how different all of our lives would be. I sit back and look at these last five years and can not believe how terrible they have been. Nothing seems to go the way they should. Sometimes I catch my self talking to you about nothing at all. You would laugh cause I know I do when I catch myself doing it. Everything has changed so much since you left. Right now I am thinking and hoping there is a heaven and you are there with Brad and Erick and Grandma and everyone else we have lost. I think about you being in heaven and meeting Brad and Erick at the gates. Hopefully that is how it is. At least know I know you are laughing since you have two more great guys with you. I really do not know what to say . I quess I just wanted to type some stuff to you. have you seen Kaitlyn can you believe she is almost 14.. Isn't that crazy. Then there is Trevor at almost 7..  What is that. It is so crazy. by the way Tori has her hands full with Markie. MAybe you can give him a swift kick in the ass from heaven. He is so nuch like you I almost feel sorry for you. But then he is just too damn cute.. I wonder where he got that from... HE HE HA HA.. Well you take care and keep watching over us. We all need it right now with everything being so hard. Bye

HEY GUY. HOW IS IT GOING WAY UP THERE?? IN A FEW DAYS IT WILL BE FIVE YEARS SINCE I HAVE LAST SEEN YOU. I REMEMBER THAT DAY LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY. IT WAS ALL SO SCARY... I THINK YOU WOULD ENJOY THE WEATEHR WE ARE HAVING NOW. WE HAVE LOTS OF SNOW THAT YOU WOULD ENJOY PLAYING IN.. I CAN SEE IT NOW DOING DONUTS IN THE SNOW JUST SCREWING AROUND. MAYBE I AM WRONG YOU WOULD BE ALMOST THE BIG 30. IT IS SO HARD TO IMAGINE THAT YOU AT 30. TO ME YOU ARE STILL 24 AND HAVING A BLAST BEING YOU. I AM NOT SURE HOD DAD IS DOING HE DOESN'T TALK MUCH ABOUT THAT DAY ANYMORE. I KNOW HE HAS NOT FORGOTTEN I THINK IT MIGHT BE TOO HARD FOR HIM. HE STILL HAS THE PICTURE OF YOU SITTING ON THE TRACTOR. HE KEEPS IT IN HIS VISOR OF THE TRUCK. WE ARE PLANNING ON CALLING THE POLICE DEPARTMENT ON FRIDAY TO SEE IF THERE ARE ANY LEADS IN YOUR CASE. ACTUALLY I ASKED TORI TO CALL. SHE WAS ALL READY PLANNING ON IT. I KNOW NOONE HAS FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU AT ALL. I SEEM TO THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY. I DO NOT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO MOVE ON FROM THAT DAY. I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING HAS DIED. IT IS ALL KINDDA HARD ON KAITLYN ALSO. THE SCARS ON HER FACE ARE A REMINDER EVERYDAY. I ONLY WISH IS THAT THEY FIND WHOEVER TOOK YOU AWAY. MAYBE THEN WE ALL CAN MOVE ON. SOMETIMES I DO NOT KNOW. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS MEAN BUT I HOPE THE PERSON WHO KILLED YOU ROTS IN HELL. I KNOW THAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO FORGIVE, BUT THAT IS JUST TO HARD TO DO. WELL I GUESS THAT WILL BE ENOUGH FOR A WHILE. I WILL DROP A FEW LINES LATER. BYE WE MISS AND LOVE YOU. YOU ARE ALWAYS ON ARE THOUGHTS AND IN ARE HEARTS.  

Here, I am again writing you a little note and wondering if you are reading this and laughing at me... Sitting here watching the tv w/ the laptop on my lap..  It is hard to believe now we are going on five years and all still so fresh in my mind. I can not help to remember that dreadful day. It is also hard to believe you are going on 30!!! Wonder what that day would be like. The boys are just getting so big. I hope you have found Brad and Grambow up there. I really hate this time of year.. It is the worst. They month seems to drag. It has even came to a point that Christmas is terrible. Actually it has been terrible since you left. It just doesn't seem the same. The house seems so empty. There are four not five of us anymore. I guess I really have nothing more to say and actually did not have anything to say to start with. I guess I just wanted to type you a note and say hello and we have not forgotten about you... By the way if that is you sending me a sign from above enough with the lady bugs they are taking over  you know I hate those damn things.. Lets try some butterflies outside this time.. Later guy

Some how over the recent years I have managed not to think of you as often. Yesterday morning was the first time I felt like crying in a long time. Maybe because yesterday was 4 years. I do not know. It is easier for me not to think of you too much I guess I am just still so mad about all of this. It is weird how I remember exactly what you had on that Friday, I remember everything we did that day and the way you jumped and yelled because you were so happy. I remeber the look in dads face that day and I will never forget it. I remeber having to call Mike and could not tell him.

It makes me so sad when I see your and Toris kids. Knowing Markie will never know you. The other two will never remember you. It almost kindda scary how much trevor looks like you. They are all getting so big. All thee of them are all so smart and act just like you free spirits. Tori does a great job with them. You would be proud of you. Even Martin is good with them. I know you are watching over all them and smiling. Sometimes i think I see you I have to look twice, sometimes I think this is all a bad dream. It is so hard to believe it has been four years. You are supposed to be 29 in a month. you are a cherished memory for all of us.